PAST TERRITORY.

HELLO!

((: just testing. hehs. layout nice mah? i knw weird lahs. )): love me alrights? :DDDD

i took your words, and i believed.

heys. ((: ~im not missing you~ OH SHUT UP! *music stops abrubtly* thankyou. okayokay, enuf of this kinda moronic ting. hahas. today had band. wakao. i wan be crew i kena until mama bear. zzz. *grinds teeth.* grrrr. hahahas. nvm la. contribute to the school can liaos. (: esp, gg bak to my primary school for such tings. its okay wiv me. :D

ahhhs. finally passed my license. its was 7th time dat i passed. (: wasted my money. 750 times 7 is wad? lols. bt i tell u, de last license i did was great. ((: x7 perf. wow. hahahas. yea, WOW. hahas. im bored luhs. gg to call joycleyn ltr to have conference. hahas. tell you wad, i hvnt bathed. im still wearing band tee. lols. yea, i chiong too much audi lerhs. hais. lvl 12. so wad. i cant master 8k or chance. nvm. who cares.

ahhs. my friend friend relationship is having a crisis. damn. i cant hold old relationships. dey always have to come forward. one day, dey ARE gonna get tired n stop contacting me. den? wad next. i lose so many. nonono. dat kenot happen. hais. COME ON! VANESSA! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!????? where's dat oh-so-loyal-towards-friends-kinda-YOU??? rarrrrr~~

i miss STEPHANiE! grrr. moron. BAKA!

i wanna go for camp. T.T hahaha. zhi en also going off for church camp during some band prac day. :PpPpPp im sooooo gonna miss sandra's company. hehee. bt, ill rly rly try to make it a point to go to church. T.T i rly rly rly wish to overcome my laziness.

DEAR GOD,

Would you help me overcome my laziness? I would really wish to help my mum
in the house too. Will you help me to wake up evry morning on Sunday Sabbath
day? I'm sorry for all the days I didnt attend church. I repent and try very my
very best to go to church. Sorry God.

AMEN.

i miss you.
pickmeupnow, ineedyousobad.

wasian. using my mama's laptop to update. suddenly felt dis urge to update. hahas. cudn slp la. hais. sumtimes, i wonder y we have to listen to teachers all the time. MOST of the time, they dun even listen to us at all! hais. dey also said, respect others first before others will respect you. bt, we listen to you, you dun listen to us! y r teachers always so contradictory? hais. wonder if they actually have brains at all. bored. hais. ltr at 9am gt band. im typing all dis crap in de dark. oni de laptop screen is a source of light to my squinting eyes.

darn. i rly rly miss my primary school.. come to tink of it, band makes me sick of school. its nt band-band dat makes me sick. its band practice-band. grr. of all days. HOLIDAY! take away my beloved holidays. now holidays r a terror. damn. sumore wiv all de tons of tuition. wow. i have no holiday. luckily, i still have my kids camp! YAY! dats smt i can actually look forward to. haishhhh. so bored! grrr.

waaaaa. u dun care me lerh isit. eh. i rly rly miss you la deh. u sure like wun derh lor. T.T sad sad neh. T.T lols. wawa. if youre wondering who im toking abt.. heh hehs. xPpPpP oh ya hor! tmr npcc also need to come back for ... erm. whatever that is. hahas. I CANT SLEEP! ITS 1:40AM!

grrrr.. i SOOOO wanna change blogskin. bt i just cant find any thats NICE! grrr. i dun have the STUFF to make a blogskin. sooo.. how? hais. BORED LAHS. damn. anyway, erm. wad was i toking abt? oh ya. teachers. =.= dey are just so ANNOYING alright. oh my gawd. i rly cant find anything to blog abt.

OHHHH! I KNW I KNW! audition! oh fk. makes me real mad.
i cant pass my lvl12 license. i also found out that alot of ppl r stuck dere
too. check out the score. haha. all stuck dere.

you nid 14 perfs, 2 consecutive perfs n 370k score.
DANG. u tink its easy? its NOT! its SO DEFINITELY NOT! im so
fked up just
because i kept failing it! you knw hw much one round costs???
750den! WAD
THE HELL! LUCKY I GT 59K TO BACK ME UP. if not, i'll be dead bloody
BROKE.

-.= so. dis brings me to 2 conclusions.
FIRST conclusion: dun play audition. xP
SECOND conclusion: train up ur chance n 8k.

thankyou. this is a talk brought to you by a auditioner; sotong please pm here if u read dis. ((((((((:

cheerios. :D
i really really miss you. do you care in the first place? hais.

sian. sku is over. ytd was bbq. ahs. din turn out to be as fun as i tot it wud, bt yea.. it was still enjoyable. :DD typing wiv one hand nw. the other one is helping me hold my milo bingZ. (((: hehs. de food was nice eh. mum came for meet the parent session. my sis came too. haha. evryone said my sis was cute. THANK YOU PEOPLE. (: yay. i gt 19th in class. im definitely gonna transform into a nerd next year please. i wan my chem + bio n double maths.

prawn, leuven, clara, weiyoong n others i tink, tried prying for apples in de salad. hahahaha. clara n joycelyn tricked leuven into eating de yellow pepper. clara tricked michelle into eating de yellow pepper. u shud have seen michelle's exp. HAHAHA. :DD so cute sia. xP anyway she still ate it. whereas i just stuffed de yellow pepper into clara's mouth. haha. she din chew it. she din swallow. she jus left it dangling dere. HAHAHAHA. so darn funny can~ no more apple den weiyoong n leuven stop eating. zz. lameshiet. hahaha.

den ppl started throwing ICE. hahahahaha. all mad. leuven turned into a penguin. hahaha. oh yea, i rmb a conversation joycelyn told me.

zhi en:*threw ice into zaw htut's shirt*
zaw htut:"eh joycelyn, wad he throw ar?"
joycelyn:"orh. he throw ice."
zaw htut:"oh"

LOLS. whereas leuven turned into a penguin n tried to let de ice dry. =.='" ltr mr lee ask us stop throwing tings n start packing. bt nobody listened. hahaa. den all pretend go home. HAHAHA. den of cos, NICE OLD ME pack lor. :DD actually i was de one who started splashing water over evryone. HAHAHA. YAY! HOLY WATER! WHOOOOOOS~~ HAHAHAHA! moved de pit. so fun. heh hehs.

den zhiwen, alex, vincent, guanwee, wencong, elton, anson, leuven, depak, shaun, joycelyn, tricia, brenda n i went to PLAYGROUND. at first, tricia n i went to buy WATER. hehs. sprayed almost at evryone. (: bt joycelyn never kena de water. )): den played ice & water. sounds lame rite? bt so fun can. hahaha. so long nv play liaos. wencong n alex were de catchers. haha. so many ppl pretended to turn into ice. xD shuan n i crawled under a slope. den alex was behind den he "herm herm." hahahas. zhi wen n i went to play monkey car bar. lols. typo. xP so fun. den suddenly dat idiotic alex climb. WALAU. climb dere climb back den climb dere climb backwards den forward n backward at least 5 rounds eh. T.T so pro. hahas. den EVRYONE STARTED PLAYING WIV DE MONKEYBAR. T.T lols. i tried climbing backwards, so did alex. den BOOM! n i ended on de ground. WIV MY FEET ON DE GROUND. i din fall like leuven did. =.= he jumped over a rock, i tink, n fell. HAHAHAHA. den play for a very long time until shuan needed to go home. wencong den asked zhiwen whether dey wanted to go anot. hais. so all de guys went home.

i was left wiv my buddies. (: played swing until joycelyn's dad called. n she had to go. ))): so brenda, tricia n i went to some void deck n played truth or truth. hahaha. lame rite. so we told each other , each other's weakness n strengths. [well, dats how u make a friendship stronger rite?] hehs. den brenda went home cos it was like 936? hmm. hahas. so tricia n i played at brenda's hse downstairs derh playground. haha. talked. den we walked home. stopped near de bridge to talk agn. haha. den walked agn den stopped at de mailbox to talk agn. dis time, for a long time. lols. talk until my legs gg to break sia. lols. hais. so went home. so darn tired! yet, i was getting a little hungry. so, i became a maggie chef. COOK DRY MAGGIE! haha. den gt conference. so funny can. after eating i went to bed. haha. talked so much. mostly crap la. de fone filled wiv laughter most of the time. hahaha. joycelyn said she was tired. so was leuven n i. hahaa. read this:

joycelyn:"eh. wo qu shui liao.."
leuven:"eh. dis nt a PIG FARM okay."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! den i fell aslp. =.= leuven was crapping all the way when joycelyn was sleep talking. hahahhaa. den she accidently hanged up n leuven was so darn angry cos he claimed he said alot of stuff. HAHAHA. so funny larhs. overall, ytd was memorable. (: looking forward to CLASS OUTING in DECEMBER! (: i dun care if dere was band on dat day. :DDDD 1E1 SOOOO RAWKS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MANY things happened ytd. hais. i still tink abt dat incident. DAMN!

OH YA! ytd my cousin also went to jakarta. T.T she almost cried. gerald n i kept crapping. haha. i soooooooo wanna see my cousin soon. T.T

toodles. (:
im gonna miss you. dun let go please?

YESTERDAY!

SO SUAY LA I TELL YOU CAN.
ytd nt happy! kao..
1. WAKE UP AT 645! chicken.. wake up so early for wad. so reach sku
early lor! zz.
2. kena scolded by mr lee even it wasn our fault. its was de STUPID
BOYS FAULT. ALL FRIGGIN BRAINLESS! FUCK YOU BYTCH!
-that bytch who was acting all bimbo-ish

then evrything was fine. but....after school.

3. i drooled when i was sleeping. dammit la.
4. vincent din reply me when i asked him where he was.. so i ended up
rawting at home.
5. i was called down by tricia to play badminton. i was like YAY!
bt appararently, the ending wasn so nice at all.
6. RAR! he fell aslp n i woke him up. aint i bad? actually is his mum
who woke him up la n i din ask her to wake him up, bt i din stop her so....
my bad in part. ):
7. mama din cook any meat. zz. in de end, auntie leecheng bought
doughnuts n peach crossiants for us to eat. hehs. THANKS~!
8. I FELL ALSP WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL JOYCELYN N LEUVEN
AT 1AM! IM SOOOOOOO.. SRY!

SORRY LEUVEN LAO BA!

SORRY JOYCELYN XIAO MEI!
T.T

anyway, dere WERE come good things that happened though. (: like my cousin came to my house n rawted together? mama din rly nag at us. hmm.. n we bought TONS n TONS of ice-cream. hahaha. im eating some now. :D i soo is gonna be FAT. T.T well, b4 dat actually happens, im gonna eat all i can! hahahaha. wow. my posts are getting longer arent dey? oh man.
im sooooo..bored. gg out to eat my dinner. heh heh. (: im so gonna miss my dearest cousins. ): bt wad can i do? )))))))):
have a nice day.

i miss him so badly.

oh ya. zz. forgot to post this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY-ANN! :D

i soooo miss you.

YAY! went to joshua'a hse ytd. had bbq~. hehs. so FUN cannnn~.. supposed to swim. den i didn. cos lazy. so in de end went to play badminton wiv stephanie. HAHA. so many stupid funny incidents happened. haha. YAY! hehs. played like...so long? hahas. the dumb security gurad came three times. idiotic. we played till like..i think 7. frm 3 plus i guess. hahas. yarh. went up to have our dinner. -the leftovers frm de bbq- zz. nvm. we had FUN. auntie leemeng let me drink wine. walau. my throat so hot lor. sian. i din get drunk la. bt bcos of de stupid badminton i gt REALLY REALLY tired. hahas. its gonna be a long time before get dat tired agn. T.T which reminds me yet agn, THEY ARE LEAVING! T.T grrr.. stupid nehs. nvm. dey r gonna be back like REAL soon. so yea.

we went back really early cos my sister nided to go home. abt 8. uncle mengchiew drove us back. talked abt last time. when ALL of us [meaning my mum, i, LEE family, KHOO family and CHIN family, and de other KHOO family plus mama n gonggong i think.] went to NIGHT SAFARI. YAY. dey say until like we had so much DAMN FUN lor. hais. I WANNA GO AGN! YAY! hehs. ytd was like really really fun. hahahas. AND the following statement is a LAW OF SCIENCE;
hem

"ALL ADULTS LOOK LIKE IDIOTS WHEN THEY TALK TO BABIES."

:D have a nice day!

im not gonna be one. (: and im SOOOO gonna miss you guys! T.T

hahahahaas. im so bored dese days. i miss uncle....~~ i love my mum....~~ i feel guilty to hw i go against my grandma. i miss my grandpa. im gonna miss de lee family. i will really really hate myself if i hv to see de separation [aka de Ggap] of me n my cousins. weird huh. last time, i dun rly tink much abt dese kinda tings. hahas. i guess, dis is wad it means to love someone. hahas. i rly tink abt my class too. well, mr lee say he maybe make me a prefect next year if i want to. bt...im tinking dat, maybe all dis doesn rly matter nw anymore. maybe. i duno. i'll see hw it goes.

the next ting dats on my mind. friends. hw does one make friend.. time? love? care? wad is it. sumtimes, i feel dat i dun have a friend. at all. even if i knw so many people. bt wad if dese ppl..are jus people? ah. peeps.. tink abt it. and hw do u tell dat u appreciate dem? well.. rly. tink abt it.

i rly wanna say i appreciate my mum.. (: u cant find a mum like her. :DDD

i love my mum! :PpPpP

YAY! stupid la. last minute go play netball for olympus. gt 2nd for girls n novelty. gave de novelty medal to kamun cos i lazy to bring home. din bring bag today. hahas. i n cailin like so gum in netball. LOLS. kk. i dun be stupid. siannn... hais.

my audi skill nw kns one. no mood to play. YAY! gg to be 9pm liaos. heeheeeheeeeee~ hahahahas. stupid. my mood seems to be like a swing. one day happy one day sad. lols. at least btr den tricia. 1 hr happy half hr sad den 2 hour happy 4 hr sad. walau. even more spastic lor. ROAR DAT! x[ kay. im laffing like shyt here. for wad? i dunno.

played badminton today. i used de container to play. den i used my slipper. lols. i pro lahhhhhs. hahas. den whoever whack de ting must say name of person/food/teacher or surname. hahas. so stupid lor. mrs kim! mr kim! miss kim! grandpa kim! grandma kim! tricia kim! joycelyn kim! den duno wad la. sooooo funny can.... hahahahas. kay la. i siao liao.

YAY! lets all be spastic for a while okay? x.O LOLS. YAY!

YAY! for all de stupid GOOD things dat happened today okayyyy? except for somethings which arent meant to be told. (:

i love you oh-so-too-much.

HEYOOOO. nt happy today. hais hais. sad sad derh. oh ya.. prawn said he look more shuai.. like o.O wad de... weiyoong say he can tell he like me.. like O.o wad de... lols. nth to say.. anyway. exam results lai lerh. (: i improved!! hehs. mum nt v happy wiv de geog careless mistakes. hahas. well, i cud see she was glad when i told her i din fail chinese!! HAHAA. (: yeps la. i dowan to tok liaos. tired. gg to FLLYYYYYY lerh! :DDD

byeees.

one last chance.

went to play audition. dun ask me why. its cos i wanna distract myself frm calling him. all i nid is a distraction. if i dun sleep well enuf tonite..i tink im gg to break down in class. shyt. NO. NO! I CANT! i cried 3 times in front of de comp just now. stupid rite. zz. kill me. dis life is pathetic.

i still want life to go on.
i dun like getting distracted. bt for you? sure. bt i still dowanna forget you.

anyways.. im posting dis for airu, chloe and sylvia's sake. :)

INSTRUCTIONS.
__; think about 15 short bits of interesting of stuffs about yourself.
__; come up with five false statements regarding youself , but for fun's sake keep them in threshole of believability.
__; jumble them all together and list them in any order.
__; post them and let ppl guess which five false one are.
__; let five ppl to do the same.

1. i feel like giving up on him.
2. i hate killing cockroaches.
3. i always loved to cut my hair.
4. i had gone to study in many different primary schools.
5. at times i really hate my friends.
6. i hate to sing.
7. i wud cry when i tink of de past n watch my primary school graduation movie.
8. i have only 3 great friends
9. i have stage fright.
10. i can multitask.
11. my exam results suck like shyt.
12. i tink my didi is avoiding me.
13. i had never wished to rebond my hair.
14. i really hate my sister.
15. i'd rather study for chinese than english.

FALSE STATEMENTS.
4. i had gone to study in many different primary schools.
nope. im loyal. :D
6. i hate to sing.
oh yeaaaa~ i love to..although my singing kills.
8. i have only 3 great friends.
LOLS. no way. GSC has 6 peeps. one gone, my life is shattered. plus those 4 morons. xP
9.i have stage fright.
zz. if i did, im nt vanessa.
14. i really hate my sister.
i love my sister. (:

yeps. thats all. if u wanna question abt de other real ones, ask me.

THE SABOTAGED.
1. zhihua.
2. wenyuan.
3. wencong.
4. sin ee.
5. shwu tyng.

oh my tiannnnnnnnn~!!! grrrrrrs.. i feel like asking if he still like her anot eh. i want him to tell de darn truth. i really NEEEEEED to knw. cos he cant care less abt her. she knws. she can feel it man. hais. cant dey jus pretend nth evr happened n be friends? GRRRRRR.. IM SOOOOO CONFUSED!!

there are no third parties.

make a guess.

she really wants you to knw that
she still loves you.

我今天真的不是故意要穿黄色的衣服的！！！我是真的没有衣服了，请你和你们千万不要误会！！hais.

im still here.

HEHS. sians. exam over lerh. bt duno wad to do wiv de free time. jus met chloe, wenyi, sharmaine go play bball. hahas. i wan to play badminton n at de same time audition.. lols. i wan go out at de same time chat on de phone. xP hahaha. yeps. i nw gg to settle some of my problems den i go play audition lerhs. (:

tata~.
i still love you.

YAY. dnt is over. it was horrible. grr. din knw hw to do. i oni knew hw to draw. tok abt drawing. zz. tms's art. i hvnt done a single layout. zz. tricia scold me senseless!! T.T ah. hu cares otherwise. hahas.. im prepared to fail. im tinking abt jus nt gg for art exam. den i can jus fail it w/o wasting my audi time sitting staring in mid air. my mum wud allow. bt..u knw mr lee lar. hais. tmr's another awful day. today was bad enuf. daokia. zz. ah. btw, u knw y im blogging? cos audition down. lols. sians.. yeps. so...im gonna go draw some stewpid fishes n come bak n play agn. (:

tata. :D
daokia. dun tink i duno.

HI! im back! special request from JOYCELYN PRAWN. (: since when was her surname prawn. weird. lols :D yeps. nth much to blog. i oni knw dat my exam results r sure gonna end up shitty. sad? yea. i knw. haha. i dun even knw hw to find area of trapezium. grrr. sian. feel like playing bball. bt i dowan bcome chaota. hahas. ate shermine the big breakfast jus now. hahahahah. :D tmr dnt n after dat art. oh man, kill me. all my layouts nt done n i feel like slping. zzz. slept during math paper 2. so paiseh. i was like de oni one slping when de teacher said we shud nt be slping. n den most ppl turn n face me. SO PAISEH! of cos, i oni knew dis after shermine told me. ):

havent been online for a long time. miss me yet peeps? hahas. yeps. dats all for now? gg to play audi soon. OH YA! deres dis bk called Perfect n another called Meri Sugarman Psycho Queen. both r super nice. so go to de library n borrow! if nt borrow frm me. hehs. ((:

he's so cute dese few days. :D wad to say? xP tired like shiet. aww. sumone ask me to go escape cannnnn?? so long nv go lerh! if nt go pei me buy bks! lols.

aw. i miss you so so much.

(: hie. no more english, science and mother tongue. :D YEA. FINALLY DE MOTHER TONGUE IS OVERRRRRRRRR~~ xP zz. tmr i geography. i nt scared fail. bt i scared kenot get a1. grrr.. mus jiayou, jiashui, jiawadever. T.T no audi for me.. cos de server dun allow me go in. argggg. gg to lvl 10 liao den do dis to me. T_T i go zq suan ler. ROAR. i miss band! hahas. mannnnn~ i wan dis week to be over eh. den monday literature, tuesday maths paper 2, wednesday dnt, thursday art. yeaaaahhhhh.. den can go mad liaos. hahaha. kay la. i tink im gg to study geog now. hmmmm.. toodles! (:

oh yea. i love you yeah?

:D english n science exam is OVER! :DDDD hahas. im so BORED. my sis prefers tricia! xP watched the lake house. den played? lols. boring la. i wan go play audition liaos. (: kay bye~.

:D thanks. pls sleep well tonight.
-both of you la. haha.

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